I know more about myself yet it takes weeks to get this notes done, hmmmm this is not an issue or a problem yet it gives me a headache composing this just-just notes.. I just feel like sharing this one in this notes ^_^
one of the weirdest things... anyways, I'm just too bored; I felt that I'm not sad (considering I'm a dramatic person) I'm not happy too...see i'm in between and usually tha's not me... trivia: most of the times, I'm the extreme to the extreme person. I t felt good !!!
whenever I extremely happy and when I'm sad I'm extremely sad. (i dunno if that's a good thingy or not but that's me).
Lets get going; here's the top 10 reasons.
- Ethyl Alcohol Addict; I dunno where and when it started but I don't get a good sleep whenever I can't put on alcohol in my skin. if gurls can't sleep not doing a routine in their faces, me I'm different i can't sleep without this routine. ^_^ and guess my rooms smeels like a hospital but it soothes my nose anyways.
2. Coffee Addict; there is something on coffee that keeps my blood vessel relax and my soul unwind, yeah it settle my concious mind and makes me lov my bed. :) I usually drink coffee in any variety...sweet, no sugar, coffe with peanut butter, coffee with milo etc. and i consume more than 5 coffee a day well, I'm the only one who loves coffe in the family and when my aunt give us that box of coffe it means "it's for me" :)
3. Noctornal; yeah, if animals are noctoral does this mean I am? dunno really. but I like to borrow the term and use it to modify my "wierdoness" . I'm so productive when all people are dead (ahaha joke) I mean ideas keep on running when all people are asleep like bats and owl. :) actually I had this biological clock of creativeness ahaha it's 10:00 pm to 2:00 am but I can stay up until 3 am kinnda----> ahaha I only know 2 peson who could stay up just for talking and texting.. it's Lab and Luvy (roselma and rica) :)
4. Cluttered-Full-Bed;(it's a need) actually everything is connected, because I got a nocturnal life style and thoughts running every night or when I'm at bed, notes, paper, pens, scratch thing and all those writing materials are on my bed. I sleep with them literally.
5. Obsessive Compulsive; (room attention). this is a reminders for my sisters and brother, I know exactly where things are place and when things are gone I know someone get it or touch it! creepy really but my room is my room. but technically it doest implies on our house just in my room and my things :)
6. Lunatic; (modifier) call it crazy in that way, it seems that I am much "sensi" (sensitive) if the full moon is up, nah i just notice it so well. nostalgic this time :P pretty well that the fullmoon and me connives that way and well luvy (rica) is on of that connection.ahaha yeah I'm not alone in this modifier.. rica owns this one too... and I usually feel like writing sad notes when monny (fullmoon) is staring at me in my window!
7. Running-Mind-Syndrome; {making words again :)} ahaha i must explain this so well... hmmm all minds are running and my mind is different it runs so fast, ( I wrote stories, poems and even conversations) and there are times that it pours so much that I cant even start something connected. hmm yeah myself needs an outlet to put on whatever things in my mind because when I won't write those words or scenes that pops out into my brainy I get restless.. ahaha i don't kow if thats the exact term for it. sometimes my brain and emotions don't connive. (its relly crazy but its true. :( ).
8. SpongeBob Personality; (this is funny) LoL. I love spongebob..but this one doesn't mean about SpongeBob the Square Pants....
I can't say I want this personality but it gives me something "I'm worth living here" kindda feeling. like a sponge I absorb, I stay; many times I usually absorb things. I use absorb as synonym of listening and staying if someone wants a talkies it maybe happy or sad. I absorb feeling and I want everyone feels good. (genuinely) everyone is welcome ahahaha but sometimes i choose who to listen, where to stay... I guess it's a matter of who wants or who let me stay. :)
9. In Love Of the Thoughts Of LOVe; I guess it's really me, (I'm a writer) even my works does'nt publish in any papers, I call myself a writer because qouting a book I've read. god's note: ( be a writer on youre own way and the way will be given). I Love love stories even it's not mine, i love happy romantic and even those tragic to fantasies. I had a world of my own about stories and I think LOVE is so great to have... I feel in love even not to the person, I feel in love on and in everything under the sunn.. and because I got the Love thoughts I also feel heartbroken even if no reason.. the two variety of LOVE, the two faces of LOVE are my friends and that makes me a realistic-romantic.....
10. ten??? hmmmmmmm I guess I take this one as mine. ^____^.... I'll leave this number 10 to all of you who wants to discover my weirdoness. well give a try!!--------- that makes me more exciting.
In life, in world; I know people get connected because their unique.. the totality of the person depends on what they want people get to know them..... it maybe crazy but it'c closer to reality or even the reality. ^_^ its me and no one can change the facts that I think I'm still the weirdest person I know so well even though its head whacking
xoxo..
tnx byway to Lab and Luvy and to Pooh ( ralph menor) for the ideas and to my inspirtion (ff)
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