" FOr YOU "

My soft words and warm heart are true
And my thoughts are consumed by you
you are sweet destiny, my sweet fate
My dear love, you were worth the wait

I wish I could feel your embrace
And gaze upon your face
I wish the time would quickly pass

Share your soul with me 'til that time
And I will open and share mine
Tell me your heart's truest desire
For you have set my heart on fire

Bare your soul and all its beauty
I will bare mine to you truly
Cling to me and hold me tightly

Allow me to meet with you there
Deep within your heart's purest realm
Do not hide from me, let me see
All you are, and all you will be

Love me without worry or fear
Because to me you are so dear
Know that I am a jumblin' mess
It is for you, I must confess


Woo me with your words of wonder
And talk to me like no other
Let me hear your soul speak to mine
Let me taste your words like fine wine

Do not allow me to run, hide
Promise me you will ebb the tide
And always seek me when I flee
To promise me, it's me you see

Do not let me escape in fear
Or pull away from you my dear
Pursue me like the restless sun
Until the day my heart you've won

Then hold my heart against your heart
And help me wish upon that star
That on the day at last our souls will be complete.

"pagsalop sa adlaw"

Usahay dili malikayan nga maghunahuna sa mga kaagi, usahay bisan sa mga butang na gusto na nimong kalimtan mubalik lang na walay pananghid..

sunset

nilubog na ang adlaw ug nisugod na ug gawas ang maanindot na kolor sa langit; bug-at kaayo ang pamati, dili malikayan sa babaye ang masubo kay ang mga tao na nawala ug mga tao na gipiling mo palayo...

sauna, sa dili pa lisod sabton ang tanan, mahimo ra man unta niyang mag inusara, okay raman unta kaayo niyang mo uli matag adlaw gikan sa eskwelahan padulong sa ilaha... dili niya kinahanglan ug kuyog sa canteen, sa cr, sa library..

hangtod nausab ang tanan sa dihang nasuwat na sa iyang diksyonaryo ang amiga ug amigo.. para niya molabay lang ang tanan... para niya walay permamenti.. sakit pamalandongon na ang usa sa mga gikahadlukan niya kay mao mismo ang perming nag paduol niya...

Una, ang iyang "lolo" nisunod ang tao na abi niya okay ra na mawala, ang mga tao na nagustuhan niya ug ang mga tao na nag usab sa dagan sa iyang kinabuhi... wa niya damha na mingawon pud diay siya sa tao na nag palipay niya sa panahong lisod mahunahunaan ang pagkatawa ug pahiyom...

UU, sayop niya na nag palayo siya ug una, pero mabasol ba nimo siya na mahadlok masakitan, na nahadlok kay paspas ra kaayo ang tanan?

gibuhat niya ang tanan matagad lang siya, makuha lang niya ang numero, ug maausab lang ang dagan sa gituhuan niyang "destiny" pero sayop siya ang usa ka desisyon na pagpalayo mao hinooy rason ngano samatag mahunahuna niya nasubo siya... dili na niya mabalik ang saunang pag hinigalaay, ang text na makapakatawa ug ang mga panahong magkuyog sila...

nilabay na ang panahon ug tuig, dili malimod na may tagsa-tagsa na karon silang kinabuhi na gipadagan, siguro dili na mausab ang pagpangatawa nila samtang nag basa sa horoscope sa newspaper, dili na sila pwde magkaon ug mani samtang nag lakaw pauli... mga butang na dili na pede..

gimingaw siya sa amigo na naminaw niya, sa amigo na pede niyang daganan,textsan if naay problema..ang amigo na dugay na diay niabot pero iya rang gi buhi-an... mao na ang mga rason nganong gimingaw siya.. mga rason na nag pa hout sa iyang dughan...

panagsa raman gud moabot ang amigo na tinoud diha nimo, panagsa raman gud moabot ang tao na pwede nimong sulti-an sa tanan, ang tao na bisan unsa pa kabati sa imong batasan mo lingkod gihapon sa imong kilid ug maminaw sa tanan nimong giyawyaw... mabalik pa ba diay ang na usik na panahon? mabalik pa bah diay ang higala na nag patindong nimo samtang wala nakay magunitan para mo barong? dili ra man siya ang higala na iyang maduolan, pero sa kadaghan sa iyang higala wala na siya kahibao kung kinsa ang tinoud, kung kinsa ang makasabot..

swerte ang ubang tao na nakita na nila ang gihandum na higala, ang tao na magpahinumdum na ni strike nka sa imong pagka ikaw..:)

Nagpasalamat si babaye, na bisan sa mubo na panahon nag kahigalaay sila ni lalaki, na tungod sa kagamay sa utok sauna sa babaye naka-ilaila niya si lalaki.. .. dako gihapon ang pasalamat niya na sa panahong ni tutok ang babaye sa lalaki ni bawos pud ug pahiyum.. ug sa kadaghan ug sayop na desisyon na nahimo ang babaye, usa ra jud ka desisyon na kahibao siya na wala cxa nasayop... Ang desisyon na gipahuwam niya ug ballpen si lalaki, na magtambay siya atong lugara ug naki-pagilaila cxa...

salamat kay ni abot siya sa iyang kinabuhi...

lalaki: gurl, di man ka lisod sabton if imo lang pud sabton imong kaugalingon ( sulti sa lalaki kay babaye)

babaye: sagdi alng gud ikaw ra bitaw ang nakasabot kay naagi-an man nimo... ang tanan na akong naagian.. :)

lalaki: dili man kinahanglan maagian sa tao na gusto mahigugma nimo ang imong gi-agian.... maka sabot ra na sila kay gihigugma man ka... :)

siya ang nag pasabot sa babaye na " If a person will love you tomorrow why not now?"-----"If a person is willing to love you why not understand you more"

gusto lang ipahibalo sa babaye na ikaw gihapon ang naginusarang amigo na dili niya kalimtan... na iyang bawnon ang mga pahiyom na imong gihatag sa iyaha... nadaku gihapon ang iyang utang kabubot-n na niabot ka sa iyang kinabuhi... kung asa man ka karon, dakong pasalamat niya sa ginoo na ikaw ang gipadalang instrumento na mahimong anghel sa usa ka babaye na nag-inusara...

hinaout sa babaye na dili nimo kalimtan na pede gihapon nimo siyang matawag na gurl... ug pede pa unta ka niyang matawag na boi...

Kung asa man mong duha dalhon sa kinabuhi, hinaot magkasugat gihapon mo... :)

A Eye opener ( realization)

I just got a feeling of blogging this midnight... It's a bit confuzzle (confusing & puzzled)..

I couldn't believe that people allowed people to hurt and to be hurt.. well maybe because I'm just truer to myself, that if you're hurting leave as fast as you can, and think that you can.. oh darn yeah true...

I saw the reality ahead!..., I saw the ungratefulness and pains of each individual was going through because of that F*** LOVE.. I'm not a anti-love as a matter of fact I am a believer of LOVe that LOVE is this and that.. but I often saw a situation that sometimes gives me a buckle of fears about why's and how it happen...

I personally this couple, they love each other they even closed to perfect family... You can see couples like them in every travel of our lives but How would you feel if you're in the situation that after a long run of relationship You'll end up knowing that his been married to the other woman @ the other place and it leaves you to be the other woman...(kabit)

so tragic for children, and we only leave them a confuzzle situation to the affected people of how it happen? and why it happen...

Another is...

.I've known this man, well not that closed but we known each other... I know his a perfect dad, a perfect idealism of man.. but how could he afford to live with two woman at the same time... and the situation is different to the 1st one, this time the door is open, the knowledge is breaking free to the legal wife, but so ironic that he still believe his husband... does this mean that the wife has too much love for the man or she's this woman that wants a intact family for her children??

So tragic for children to live a life that was too blinded by the truth;a life with out acceptance....

why is it in every breaking or wasted relationship the last person to know is the affected person??? such an Ironic life and too much to enumerate 1 by 1...

I blog not for the women nor for the man's view, I'm blogging because I'm a child, I'm a daughter and sooner I will be the wife, the mother and the parents of my grandchildren..

I have so many question:

* why is it there are people whose not contented of 1 person....

* how could they say I love you when They've been telling another person I love you??

* is it love ? staying for someone even if it's hurting much?

as my question goes I'm formulating an idea...and all of you may agree or not...

= If matago tagoan pero bisan unsa kadugay nimo gitago "walay asong ma kumkom...

( pertaining to secret relationship or secrets that was been hidden by the past)

= past would haunt you in the future,...

= People change

(like season), nagbabago ang tao tulad ng panahon, di pedeng kung mabait cxa ngayon mabait cxa habang buhay..

the ironic life is even you know the person you'll not sure enough of them...

I want to ask mom what does she make to find someone like papa... but even I didn't ask her I did read between the line that PAPA is a god's gift to her, that she's asking almighty to give a man like papa to him...

maybe, a little bit of searching, a big GOD over there and a full length faith inside...

I'm not still sure why everything happens...... and If it happens for a reason what's the BIG reason why it happen??

People complicate life and People made decisions and that decision leaves a more remarkable effects of what the action has done...

NOTE: a word cunfuzzle comes from the word confusing and puzzled. ^_^

What's your favorite season of the year?

Summer

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unbearable

I don’t know what to feel, or maybe I know but I can’t accept the fact that I’m feeling this way, so tired of being the one who waited to that someone that might not fall..

one second I’m happy, another minute I’m sad…. am I this crazy? or maybe It’s always been my fault and after all it’s always been my fault…

my heart is exhausted and I wanted to burst out again!…. I shouldn’t call a friend this time because I know that their not into my drama and they can never understand why sometimes I need just a RH me to have reason to cry out loud or cry like a baby!

TO: the sad man

If I could bring you a world full of happiness,..I would. If I could take all your sadness and pain, and feel them for you I would.


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there is nothing that i wouldn’t do for you to bring laughter instead of tears into you’re life.. I can be there to tell you that i can take care of your heart, that I can be there beside you if you want to.

If you’re still in pain; I wouldn’t change how you feel but I’ll go through these times with you.

Your so special to me, and I’ll make you feel special too…

If your still sad, maybe they are right, “if you’re not the right medicine for that someone that patient couldn’t be healed”

maybe by that time, I’ll be silently saying goodbye and silently loving you…

from: the silent woman