unbearable

I don’t know what to feel, or maybe I know but I can’t accept the fact that I’m feeling this way, so tired of being the one who waited to that someone that might not fall..

one second I’m happy, another minute I’m sad…. am I this crazy? or maybe It’s always been my fault and after all it’s always been my fault…

my heart is exhausted and I wanted to burst out again!…. I shouldn’t call a friend this time because I know that their not into my drama and they can never understand why sometimes I need just a RH me to have reason to cry out loud or cry like a baby!