A Eye opener ( realization)

I just got a feeling of blogging this midnight... It's a bit confuzzle (confusing & puzzled)..

I couldn't believe that people allowed people to hurt and to be hurt.. well maybe because I'm just truer to myself, that if you're hurting leave as fast as you can, and think that you can.. oh darn yeah true...

I saw the reality ahead!..., I saw the ungratefulness and pains of each individual was going through because of that F*** LOVE.. I'm not a anti-love as a matter of fact I am a believer of LOVe that LOVE is this and that.. but I often saw a situation that sometimes gives me a buckle of fears about why's and how it happen...

I personally this couple, they love each other they even closed to perfect family... You can see couples like them in every travel of our lives but How would you feel if you're in the situation that after a long run of relationship You'll end up knowing that his been married to the other woman @ the other place and it leaves you to be the other woman...(kabit)

so tragic for children, and we only leave them a confuzzle situation to the affected people of how it happen? and why it happen...

Another is...

.I've known this man, well not that closed but we known each other... I know his a perfect dad, a perfect idealism of man.. but how could he afford to live with two woman at the same time... and the situation is different to the 1st one, this time the door is open, the knowledge is breaking free to the legal wife, but so ironic that he still believe his husband... does this mean that the wife has too much love for the man or she's this woman that wants a intact family for her children??

So tragic for children to live a life that was too blinded by the truth;a life with out acceptance....

why is it in every breaking or wasted relationship the last person to know is the affected person??? such an Ironic life and too much to enumerate 1 by 1...

I blog not for the women nor for the man's view, I'm blogging because I'm a child, I'm a daughter and sooner I will be the wife, the mother and the parents of my grandchildren..

I have so many question:

* why is it there are people whose not contented of 1 person....

* how could they say I love you when They've been telling another person I love you??

* is it love ? staying for someone even if it's hurting much?

as my question goes I'm formulating an idea...and all of you may agree or not...

= If matago tagoan pero bisan unsa kadugay nimo gitago "walay asong ma kumkom...

( pertaining to secret relationship or secrets that was been hidden by the past)

= past would haunt you in the future,...

= People change

(like season), nagbabago ang tao tulad ng panahon, di pedeng kung mabait cxa ngayon mabait cxa habang buhay..

the ironic life is even you know the person you'll not sure enough of them...

I want to ask mom what does she make to find someone like papa... but even I didn't ask her I did read between the line that PAPA is a god's gift to her, that she's asking almighty to give a man like papa to him...

maybe, a little bit of searching, a big GOD over there and a full length faith inside...

I'm not still sure why everything happens...... and If it happens for a reason what's the BIG reason why it happen??

People complicate life and People made decisions and that decision leaves a more remarkable effects of what the action has done...

NOTE: a word cunfuzzle comes from the word confusing and puzzled. ^_^